divendres, 14 de novembre del 2014

Catalan justice closed an hypercusitic boy in a psyquiatric center

Catalan justice forced me to commit during 22 days in psychiatric center because I have hyperacusis from 2010 and they thought that I could had been developed some mental problem during this time, although my psychological reports from 2010 until 2014 only say that I have only a adjustment disorder. 


This is the history:

My family denounced me because they thought (think) that hypercusis have relation with a mental problem or I had a mental problem.

Its true that the hyperacusis is difficult for me (find a job, find a quite place for live..) but before that they denounced me I request them help for go to live in a quite place and request them stop say to me that I had a mental problem.

They don't undertand and don't accept the hypercusis, I can't do more. Then a judge, medical

 forense came my house (rent) studied me and then they denegated my involuntary ingres in a psychiatric center 

but  judge by letter said that I had to go to visit a psicologist . I had visited voluntary some psycologist before.. about 10-15 visits. These specialists said to me that I had a adaptative trastorn...(nothing of importance) and it was normal because my feeling was a consuence of my hyperacusis and said to me that  I had to try maintain my friend using facebook.
 

I was visited for a psicologist and I wanted changed specialist and good to visit a psychologist in a reference hospital (psiquiatric centrer) for only speak about my hiperacusys, go and return the same day, but when I arrived to the hospital and I couldn't talk to any psychologist , when I put my feets there they closed me without any explication in a unit of the psiquiatric center during 22 days. The fourth day in the unit another judge said to me that I had a involuntary ingress because had hyperacusis from 2010 and for them it was too much time I could have desenvolupated  some mental problem during this time. He said me that the intencion was discart any mental problem.

In the unit of the psychiatric centre, first day and last day, the nurses asked me if I was conscious of my mental problem. WHAT?!

(Before this experience I was making a normal live”: sport, libray, study online, I live alone in my rent flat, go shopping... like now.)

There, inside the unit, confined in a very small unit (my room, corridor, garden of 70m2 border wall 7m, I “lived" during 22 days suffered every day.

During all this time I couldn't contact with nothing only I have the possibility of be visited for my family, the people

 who denounced me, and I prefered not. UNTIL 16 or 17 day not allowed me go out the unit, concretly in a 

cafetery shop infront of the  unit, during 30 min and I looked for desperately some smartphone for send emails 

S.O.S to my friends. I haven't phone and didn't bring my agend with me because I didn't know that happened me 

this event.


In the unit they gave me 3 antipytocics and pills with sedant effect every day but I only consumed 3 first days and 4 last days. The last days because Im feeling bad and I think Im becoming crazy for this cruel experience. All time I explained to the psychiatrist and the employees of the center that I need go out 

the unit for take oxygen because I started take claustrophoby but they said me that I coudn't go out and this 

sensation probably I had before to entry the unit.

18,19 day I could go out 30 min in the morning and 30 min  afternon, and 20,21 and 22 days 1 hour morning 1

 hour afternoon. In 22 day cames to the unit to rescued a person which I had contacted via email before and I 

could go out.


The first day in the unit I remembered that the second hour I tried to escape because I didn't undertand nothing, nobody gave me any explication, nobody explain me that they closed me in a unit.

Whey I tried to escape they catched me and tie my hands and my feets and put a injection and I was tie during a 

time, not remembered how many time. At any time I against resistance I only  said: I have come to hospital for 

speak with a psycologist I have come here voluntarily.

I know that someone can think that I have mental problems, is normal, but I haven't. I only have hypercusis and a  big incomprensive family and a bad doctors around me. Doctors the same hospital which didn't diagnosed me during a lot of years  my hyperacusis and them don't accept my criticize for this and decided not visited to me more.
My mother works in the same hospital and she is usig her influence with them and this professionals force to me reconcile with my family . The relation with my family have been bad during a lot of time. Now this relation is broken.

In 2010 I took hyperacusis and Im struggle alone during 4,5 years because my family don't understant me 

and the relation with them haven't be good.

This experience which I have told only is bad for me. Inside the unit I defense attorney but was denegated me.

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I wrote two emails which I explained my situation to anhother person before and after the 

event (April 2014)


1) Mail in December 2013:

Hi....again, my family are using the spanish justice because wants bring to me a psiquiatric center, its crazy!! 

I'm having  volunteer psicològic treatement and decline drugs, my brain is  not bad, at the moment.

My family think that I have a mental problem because I decline drugs and psychiatrist. Also  they think that I can't   life independent in my House inside the city, buy, Im a little alone... but I CAN at the moment but obviouslydon't like.

 They wanted recuperated to me because always I have evoid my family because are crazy!

I haven't mental problem! Really!  I don't want go in a psiquiàtric center but  I don't know what will  judge decided in a few days. My family have solicitated my income in a psiquiàtric center. The  judge in a few days  will have a first sentence. But if he say not... my family will try again.  I have broke with a few days ago them but they wanted recuperated me.

I try to look for a telejob and start a new life in a  mountain but at the moment nothing..
Uow... this is increïble. Im sorry but I feel that this stories is good for listen.

2) Mail in october 2014:

I'm Sergi from Catalonia .
I wrote you a few moth ago explain my situation and ...................... I would like continuing explain my history, history.
Finally I spoke with my general practitioner and also my psychiatrist (who never I had visited, I had visited one psychiatrist only 2 days max) for visited voluntarily a psychiatric center because my family insisted a lot that I had a mental problem and I thought there I could find a psychologist which know what is the hypercusis and how help me using only words. My general practitioner give me day an hour visit (go and return same day).
I was good when I arrived there, my live was and is “normal”: I'm study online, make sport, I looking a telework.. but hyperacusis drive me lonely. Inclusive I was happy for go there because I though that finally perhaps I could speak with a good psychologist, but when I arrived there I was visited for a psiquiatristic ans she said to me: you have hyperacusis from 2010, is too much time Sergi!
Without any explication they closed me in the acute unite of the center during 22 days. The unit was a room, hall and a garden (100m2). In 524 hours (22 days) I only had 8-9 hours for go out the unit (cafeteria or center garden in the same building). Consequently I took claustrophobia.
First day of my recruitment the nurses said to me: “Sergi, are you conscious that you have a mental probleml?” “If you was good you don't be here.” and when I took claustrophobia they said: “oh, nobody have claustrophobia here probably you had”.
Last year I was visited for a psychologist during a year but only diagnosticated me adaptative trastorn.
In the unit gave me 3 antipshicotic pills for day with sedative effect. I consumed this only the first 3 days and 5 last days. The last because I'm was becoming “crazy” and only the first 3 days because I know that the 4-5 day have came a judge in the unit and I needed have clear headed. I asked for a lawyer but he judge said not.
It has been the worse experience of my live. I think the sentiment who I felt can be similar than someone feel when is condemn to prison without motive. The first day I tried run away but they catched, I didn't make resistance but they tied my hands and foods, more injection.
I have contract a lawyer and I hope he help me in this experience.
When I go out the center I ask for my diagnostic, they said that I have somatic type delusional disorder. Pse.. I haven't nothing!
I'm trying to built a association about hyperacusis people affected in Catalonia









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